April was not a “cruel” month, as T.S. Eliot put it, but it was a month where I had a lot of trouble finishing any writing projects. I did some writing on a few posts I hope to finish soon, but also had some false starts and days where it was hard to get anything down. Reading Anne Lamott’s Bird by Bird was both reassuring and inspiring. She talks about the doubts and difficulties that writers face, but that you have to go on and do the work of writing anyway. It’s no use merely thinking about writing. I have to sit in the chair and do it.
- Malcolm X: A Life of Reinvention by Manning Marable is a monumental biography of an important and fascinating figure. I read Malcolm X’s Autobiography when I was in college and was deeply impressed by it. While reading his Autobiography I felt very connected to his story, but a biography is a very different beast. It is meant to put someone in context and evaluate his or her life. Marable spends a lot of time explaining the Nation of Islam and its position in relation to other branches of Islam. Later, he is put in the context of the various factions of civil rights organizations. There is also the matter of different focus between the two projects. In the Autobiography Malcolm tells many stories of his youth and his wayward years of crime where he was known as “Detroit Red.” Marable quickly dispenses with these stories in the first two chapters, the first placing Malcolm in the history of race relations and the different approaches of Booker T. Washington, W.E.B. DuBois, and Marcus Garvey, and the second mostly to debunk the exaggerated accounts of criminal activity Malcolm gave in the Autobiography. Reading this biography is like getting cold water splashed in the face when my main knowledge of Malcolm X came from the Autobiography. It is a life under the microscope. Marable especially gives lots of detail concerning Malcolm X’s last two years of life. During this period he went from being the national minister of the Nation of Islam to being disciplined and silenced by the Nation, which led to his leaving to start his own organizations. After his break with the Nation, he made a pilgrimage to Mecca and changed his beliefs towards orthodox Islam as well as his stance on civil and human rights. Marable also gives a lot of attention to Malcolm’s travels in Africa during his last year that show his standing as a world leader, not merely for civil rights in America. Finally, he gives a definitive account of Malcolm’s assassination from all of the available sources (though many FBI and NYPD documents are still kept secret or heavily redacted). I would highly recommend this book to anyone even slightly interested in the life of Malcolm X or civil rights in America. The book won the Pulitzer Prize for History in 2012.
- Winnie-the-Pooh by A.A. Milne (with decorations by Ernest H. Shepherd) is a classic of children’s lit, but it sadly wasn’t really my cup of tea. I didn’t grow up on Pooh, so I had no nostalgia for the characters, but about six months ago my kids saw the original Disney version of the stories. I watched part of it and thought it was sweet. Since then, we’ve read many picture books about the characters from the Hundred Acre Wood, but not the actual original stories, mostly because I wasn’t sure my kids were old enough to handle a chapter book. But it seemed like a good chapter book to start with since they knew the characters so well already. My oldest (4 going on 5) seemed to enjoy it, but I have to say that I was disappointed. The narration is puzzling at the beginning as it speaks to the reader and to Christopher Robin (here the son of the narrator, not the Hundred Acre Wood character), with Christopher Robin frequently interrupting the first story. The narration becomes more straightforward in later stories. I’m not saying I was confused, but it made it more difficult to read aloud. Not much happens in the stories, but that’s fine because it’s the characters that make the stories so beloved. The dialogue was less clever than I was expecting, which I based on seeing bits of the movie. It was slightly pleasing in places, but often tedious as well. Oh well. I think I read this too late in life. I hope my kids find it as charming as many others have.
- Bird by Bird: Some Instructions on Writing and Life by Anne Lamott is a book that every writer should read at least once. A few chapters, such as “Short Assignments” and “Shitty First Drafts” should be consulted again as often as necessary, which might mean frequently. The title of the book comes from “Short Assignments,” where Lamott describes her brother experiencing paralysis at the prospect of writing a long research paper on birds that he had procrastinated until the day before it was due. Their father encouraged him by telling him to “Just take it bird by bird.” It’s good advice for any big project, but works especially well in the context of the blank page. The daunting prospect of writing overwhelms me all the time, but it helps to break it down to a smaller, manageable task. It’s one reason I’ve taken to writing these reviews of the books I read. It helps me practice my writing, forcing me to sit down and write my thoughts on the latest book I’ve finished. And that’s all writing is, sitting down and putting words one after the other, but sometimes the thought of it is so overwhelming. And the doubts creep in, but I have to keep sitting down and composing a few more words. Which brings me to perhaps her most important piece of advice, writers write shitty first drafts (well, most of them, anyway). It’s the work of revising that first draft where a large portion of the work of writing gets done. This is a concept that both reassures and shatters me. For most of my writing life I never revised my work. I almost always wrote my assignments for school at the deadline and turned in what was a first, and final, draft. The sad thing, for me, is that I managed to do this over and over without repercussions. I didn’t learn to do the next step of writing, the work of revising. It’s what I’m learning now.